by Jason Mellard | Feb 11, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
My wife and kids were out of the house and I had gone to bed early. It had been a long day. As I laid my head on the pillow an image came to mind. A strong, attractive man, half dressed, was leaning back in a chair facing me. I felt he was inviting me towards him. ...
by Jason Mellard | Feb 5, 2025 | Blog
I’m going to unpack the simple, but powerful truth that people are always better off when you’re around. If you believe this deeply, your life will be transformed. In my life, I’ve held back from fully engaging with other people. Thoughts like these clouded my mind...
by Jason Mellard | Jan 21, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
I was ten years old. With the helicopter blades still whirring, the President walked out, hand on his head, to give me the best news. “I’ve come to invite you to join me for an award ceremony in your honor,” he said loudly. I pointed to my chest. “Me?” My...
by Jason Mellard | Jan 21, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
As a young teenager, I presented my upper lip proudly to my dad. Black hairs had sprouted. “Dad, I’m getting a mustache,” I said. He turned to face me. Without moving closer, my dad declared, “It’s just peach fuzz.” What? Not true. “It’s the start of a...
by Jason Mellard | Jan 10, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
This question began a conversation which played on repeat in my head. It started when I walked into the gym, the boardroom, or the sanctuary. I silently asked it of my coach, boss, and pastor. I couldn’t shake it. It formed in my mind when someone spotted me on the...
