by Jason Mellard | Aug 16, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
And I wasn’t in my head. It was great! Here’s the scene: We were at a pool party at the gym. My wife, who’s a trainer, had brought us along for an event for employees and their families. The weather was perfect, the food was great, and there was this fun, lighthearted...
by Jason Mellard | Jun 29, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
Have you ever felt like your SSA experiences were running the show—like they had all the power? I want to talk about something that trips so many of us up: the felt experience of unwanted same-sex attraction—a mix of physical sensations, romantic feelings, and thought...
by Jason Mellard | Jun 23, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
I’ve spent more time in airports this year than I would like. There’s something about airports that makes me really aware of people, time, and myself. Maybe it’s the in-between-ness of it all. You’re not really anywhere — you’re just on your way. Waiting in line for...
by Jason Mellard | Jun 2, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
In my life, I’ve seen other guys do some pretty incredible things. Start new businesses, grow families, and begin movements with worldwide impact. In the meantime, I was just trying to believe I belonged in the world of men. They were far around the bend of the...
by Jason Mellard | May 23, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
Have you ever noticed how quickly your mind can turn a simple observation into a full-blown story? You see an attractive guy, and before you know it, your brain is off to the races: He’s better than me. I’m not good enough. I need his approval. I hope he notices me....
by Jason Mellard | May 17, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
Dear Younger Jeff, Here you are at 11 years old when, for the first time, you are feeling drawn to every part of your friend Mark: his body, personality, mind and soul. You want to be just like Mark. You want him to like you. I get it. You wonder how you will make it...
