by Jason Mellard | Jun 23, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
I’ve spent more time in airports this year than I would like. There’s something about airports that makes me really aware of people, time, and myself. Maybe it’s the in-between-ness of it all. You’re not really anywhere — you’re just on your way. Waiting in line for...
by Jason Mellard | Feb 11, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
My wife and kids were out of the house and I had gone to bed early. It had been a long day. As I laid my head on the pillow an image came to mind. A strong, attractive man, half dressed, was leaning back in a chair facing me. I felt he was inviting me towards him. ...
by Jason Mellard | Jan 10, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
This question began a conversation which played on repeat in my head. It started when I walked into the gym, the boardroom, or the sanctuary. I silently asked it of my coach, boss, and pastor. I couldn’t shake it. It formed in my mind when someone spotted me on the...