by Jason Mellard | Apr 20, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
When my dad entered the gay lifestyle, he felt relief. He didn’t have to live in the tension of same-sex attraction and a traditional lifestyle. He no longer had to worry if people discovered his attractions. He wasn’t hiding anymore. His fear of missing out was gone....
by Jason Mellard | Mar 30, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
Fifteen year old Timothy sits on his bed staring at a DM from a guy he doesn’t know. It reads “You’re cute. Can we chat?” Thoughts flood his mind. Yes, I want to chat. I really do. I’m tired of fighting these feelings. Why do I want this so bad? If my parents...
by Jason Mellard | Mar 30, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
The Cycling Shorts When I was a kid, my dad loved cycling. He’d suit up in those tight cycling shorts, and one day, he wanted me to wear them too. I didn’t want to—I mean, I was a kid, and those shorts felt embarrassing—but I didn’t know how to say no. So, I put them...
by Jason Mellard | Mar 14, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
I choose to embrace mystery but am careful to lean into the ones that serve me most. Last summer, I walked toward the pool at the YMCA and came upon the most attractive man I had ever seen. At least I think he was. I’ll never know. He had just finished his swim and...
by Jason Mellard | Mar 13, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
I am creating this post to honor my dad, honor me, and honor our story together. I’ll highlight the impact of abuse, the power of forgiveness, and the sovereignty of God. I am glad to invite you into more of my story. Whether you have been deeply hurt or have hurt...
