by Jason Mellard | Aug 30, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
In late spring, we had one of those hot, bright Texas days where the sun feels like it’s pressing down. My five-year-old son, Lane, was out on the soccer field, running after the ball. He was sluggish at first—he’s always been more sensitive to the heat than the other...
by Jason Mellard | Aug 16, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
And I wasn’t in my head. It was great! Here’s the scene: We were at a pool party at the gym. My wife, who’s a trainer, had brought us along for an event for employees and their families. The weather was perfect, the food was great, and there was this fun, lighthearted...
by Jason Mellard | Jul 6, 2025 | Blog
Sometimes, the most profound victories in life aren’t the ones that make headlines or earn applause. They’re the quiet, personal moments when we choose courage over fear, presence over overthinking, and connection over self-doubt. These moments might seem small to the...
by Jason Mellard | Jun 29, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
Have you ever felt like your SSA experiences were running the show—like they had all the power? I want to talk about something that trips so many of us up: the felt experience of unwanted same-sex attraction—a mix of physical sensations, romantic feelings, and thought...
by Jason Mellard | Jun 23, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
I’ve spent more time in airports this year than I would like. There’s something about airports that makes me really aware of people, time, and myself. Maybe it’s the in-between-ness of it all. You’re not really anywhere — you’re just on your way. Waiting in line for...
by Jason Mellard | Jun 2, 2025 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
In my life, I’ve seen other guys do some pretty incredible things. Start new businesses, grow families, and begin movements with worldwide impact. In the meantime, I was just trying to believe I belonged in the world of men. They were far around the bend of the...
