by Jason Mellard | Oct 28, 2024 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
We don’t need to wait for us or our circumstances to change before allowing ourselves to feel good, accept ourselves and love life. In fact, waiting for those things is a hindrance to our growth. It has been for me in my journey. I used to believe feeling good...
by Jason Mellard | Oct 18, 2024 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
If you listen to or read my testimony, you will have a picture of the day during my fine arts class freshman year of college when I had the largest sexualized attraction to a guy in my life. I believe my body and mind were telling me that connecting physically with my...
by Jason Mellard | Aug 16, 2024 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
The psalmist said “For a day in your courts is better than a thousand elsewhere. I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of wickedness.” It is easy for me to agree with that verse intellectually, but it is not...
by Jason Mellard | Aug 9, 2024 | Blog, Same-Sex Attraction
I believe the greatest driver of unwanted same-sex attractions is a belief and feeling of separateness. In my life, I believed I was separate from other guys and masculinity as a whole. I was often out of touch with my power and purpose. And even while a believer, I...
by Jason Mellard | Jul 19, 2024 | Blog
A belief of separateness from masculinity is a primary driver of same-sex attractions. As a boy, I had an out-of-body experience during a father-son activity meant to bring connection. The “wrestling” he initiated ended in me laying on my back pinned between his...
